What if I stumble, what if I fall?

A fork in the road. Something that you feel that you cannot describe. What does it mean? The questions scroll through my mind. Who am I, what am I and what am I really doing with the time that I have here? They are all questions that a person faces at some point or another

Last week I was on vacation and took a break from life as I knew it. I ch
anged  my daily habits. What is it about taking a step away from the normal? The questions are consuming. However, they are still overwhelming. I have four kids at the moment and a beautiful wife. Yet "more more more" screams out loud. I have thoughts rambling through my head to write a book, start a business, go on random
trips etc. Another part of me wanted to start blogging again. I even mentioned to my wife this week that I wanted to blog about something. I was thinking about music and new music that I am listening to at them

time to expand my tastes. It never seems enough though. There is a void that I cannot explain. I have found myself listening to Jars Of Clay and DC Talk alot the past few days. Yes - I am a Christian. I profess the Lord as my savior - but fail to come close to what someone should be, when acting as a carrier of the title.

This is not a normal post. Normally, I try to fit the topics into something; a category that I have set up. So, for the time being that I have set up a "personal thoughts." I figure even as a dedicated blogger of a certain topic I have to vent, and I am not going to create multiple blogs. You have me - as I am - will be - and that is all I can say about that.

Sorry for the rambling. Just had some things on my mind that I needed to share. Thank you for listening.

Let me leave you with the song that I cannot get out of my head at the moment. That will maybe lead to the music blog I was talking about.